I have no disability (yet) and no medical coverage. My medicine bill is over $300. My service dog needs dental care. But I have a home and we are warm and fed. I don't know where the money will come from, I just keep praying for disability. I have been reduced to begging the government to let me live below poverty in hopes of surviving. This is now what I wanted to do with ,my life. I wanted to be someone. I still do but I know that's a pipe dream.
This past summer Pfizer had computer glitches (so they say) and kept deleting me and others) off their patient assistance program. They sent a letter apologizing for any inconvenience. Inconvenience?! You freaking blew up my life. The pain was crazy bad. My brain was so flooded I couldn't think straight. I have bounced 2 checks, ran out of food stamps, forgot to feed and water my service dog, slept all day, forgot to turn off stove burner, locked myself out at 1am cried at anything, was a worse klutz than usual and who knows what all else.
The pain was immense and I became erratic. My life fell apart. I don;t know how long it will take before I get back on the rails again, if I can before another glitch happens. Before my meds don't get to me (two weeks of that while no Lyrica and I was really bad sick) . Before the weather changes (believe it or now I am really effected by weather change, the faster the worse I feel). Before I cantch something (low resistance) before I have problems because I cant afford my OTCs (Over The Counter) or God know what and I fall apart again.
