I dont want to keep living in the condition Im in.

I don't want to keep living in the condition I'm in. 
Chronic pain. 
Pain everywhere.
Pain all the time.
No way to get comfortable.
No way to be comfortable
Nothing soothes.
Nothing relieves. 
There is no respite.
Even in sleep I hurt.
I dream of pain.
I wake up tired.
I wake up exhausted.
I wake up in pain.
I know I will do this again and again.